stick_skinny93

i havent been on here in sooooooo long.
i smoke alot of pot now.thats about all.
i havent lost or put on any weight.
i weigh 79.9 kilos
and thats about all.

three proudest moments of my life.
i only have one, and thats losing weight.
ive never completed anything important my whole life.

You fat slob.
i hate you, dont you see how pathetic you are.
i cant believe you.

i hate you so much i dont even know what to say...

CW: 86
G1: 75
G2: 70
FG: 60 till i get there.

i am one of those people that teases other people to make my self feel better about myself. i hate those people. they made me what i am, some fat bitch that binges her depression away and tries to make it go away.


well not anymore. Last week an old friend Ana came back. She left my life for a good six month. but she's back, shes going to change everything for me. she's going to turn me into the kind girl that i used to be.


God, i really missed her. That once farmiliar feeling of hunger is back, and she will make me feel light  and happier then i have been the whole six months with out her, and they were not worth it.

i want to be the old me, and with her i will be, she will connect me to what i was a long time ago.
i was happy and skinny and nothing could stop me.
she will give me the invincible feeling  i  had.
Me and her together will be amazing, and nothing will change that.

Not my best friend my brother or  my mother  could make me feel the way she ever did or will.
i am posting this out as a way to vent my  feelings and emotions don't judge me or get off,.

family  and friends, I love you.
but I'm  doing this  for me, and this is hopes you will never find this or find out this is me.
xxx